Its official...Myspace owns Xanga.
But, I thought I'ld keep this updated. So here we go. Not much has happened lately. Besides usual school drama. Got alot of feelings off my chest to alot of different people. They seem to understand who I am now. Or least have a better understanding. For those of you who don't know how I feel (all the time) here it is. Reguardless if your my best friend or the person who hates me the most-If I've ever had a chance to sit and talk with you, I instantly have a place for you. No matter who it is, If your struggling--I want nothing more than to be there for you. I know some people could give a care less, but thats just my compassion. To put it simply, I'ld rather hurt myself then to see anyone I know get hurt, or in the process of being hurt.
Ahh oh well. Don't really know how to put it any 'simpler' so I'll simply leave it as that.
Now for some more uplifting news. NADIA! Holy hell, what can I say about this girl. She is absolutely amazing. If I ever had a perfect match--she's it. She like the female version of me. She loves rock, she's an artist, and she's seen more movies than I have! Its so incredible. And the craziest part is the fact, that from the moment we start talking, she keeps me smiling. I NEVER SMILE! And yet she manages to make me-I even laugh when I'm around her. Here's another crazy part--We actually planned (seperately) to attend the same colleges. I've never been happier in my life than now. Its so great. She's also is a devout Christian (yes, despite popular belief, so am I) and that relieves me because I know I will never be pressured into doing anything I don't want to, or having to worry she's doing something horrible. I feel so free with her its amazing.
Yea--life is awesome right now--and if you had told me months ago that everything would be alright, I wouldn't have believed you. But funny how life turns out.
I'm out children, talk to you at school.
[jaymz] |